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First Christmas
Glancing back to make sure Rogue was still in the bathroom around the corner, Steve stopped fiddling with his tie, and went over to his closet. Keeping one ear trained on the quiet sounds of Rogue moving around, he ducked down and pulled out his portfolio bag. Along with the shield he always stored in there, underneath the shield was a wide, fairly flat box that he pulled out. He flipped the lid open to make sure nothing was tangled, reaching out with a finger to delicately rearrange a few pieces, before snapping the lid shut.
Taking a deep breath, he repeated to himself that he could do this. Giving a gift had never been so nerve-wracking, honestly; he hoped Rogue liked it. She'd probably accuse him of spoiling her, especially once he explained that this wasn't his actual Christmas gift to her. But he'd seen it in the window of a little indie clothing store a few blocks away, and had immediately known it would look stunning on Rogue.
Right. Okay. Time to do this. Straightening up and shoving the bag back in the closet with one foot, he passed a hand over his suit and slacks to get rid of any wrinkles from crouching, before moving toward the bathroom.
Taking a deep breath, he repeated to himself that he could do this. Giving a gift had never been so nerve-wracking, honestly; he hoped Rogue liked it. She'd probably accuse him of spoiling her, especially once he explained that this wasn't his actual Christmas gift to her. But he'd seen it in the window of a little indie clothing store a few blocks away, and had immediately known it would look stunning on Rogue.
Right. Okay. Time to do this. Straightening up and shoving the bag back in the closet with one foot, he passed a hand over his suit and slacks to get rid of any wrinkles from crouching, before moving toward the bathroom.
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Plus, he looked amazing in a suit.
She'd spent all week searching for something to wear to the party, finally deciding on a red dress, the cheery color perfect for the festive season. (She'd looked for a green one initially, but she remembered that she'd worn a red dress for their first real date, so it seemed a bit more fitting.) She kept her makeup simple, going for a glowing natural look rather than caking on a lot of color -- a bit of golden shimmer to her eyes, highlight to her cheeks. It was her arm that received the most makeup, actually, with a healthy layer of concealer and foundation blended over the top of her tattoo so she didn't have to wear gloves that evening.
Smoothing a hand over the big, loose curls she'd just finished creating, the striped locks falling around her shoulders, she smiled as she caught sight of Steve in the mirror. "Well, well, don't you clean up nice," she teased him, her drawl thickening with the effect he was having on her. "I'll have to beat the ladies off with a stick tonight."
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"Pretty sure the only ladies who're gonna be there are either happily taken... or Natasha," he added with a wry quirk to his lips. He ran through the list of guests in his head again. Tony had assured him (as had Pepper, who he trusted more with this sort of intelligence) that it would be Avengers-plus-Significant-Others-only. Thor, plus Jane Foster and her colleague Darcy, who was to be Clint's plus-one, Natasha, Tony and Pepper, and Bruce. No one from SHIELD, no official business to be had that night. Just music and fun and friends. It was definitely something he was looking forward to; and while he was still a little leery of having all of his acquaintances - the only friends he really had so far in this century - being around Rogue all at once... It also felt like it was time. More than time. She'd met all but Bruce, who was always reclusive still, Clint, who was hard to pin down at any given moment, and the girlfriends of the others.
Clearing his throat nervously, Steve glanced down again before straightening up. He kept his head ducked a little in shyness, but gave her a hopeful smile. "So... I got you something. This isn't...your actual Christmas gift, but... I thought you might... like to wear it tonight."
He pulled the box from behind his back and offered it to her. He was glad to note that his hand was steady, because it felt like he was shaking apart inside from nerves. Once she opened it, Rogue would find a multi-strand necklace made of silver, with emeralds along one side, and trailing feathers of silver dangling from the stones.
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That nervousness had her nervous too all of a sudden, and she opened her mouth to protest a little when he mentioned a gift, but then... All she could do was reach out to accept the box, running her fingertips over it as she battled with her own nerves. Why she was nervous was a mystery, though it possibly had to do with not wanting to give him the wrong impression with her reaction to the gift.
Taking a deep breath, she carefully lifted the lid and promptly had that breath stolen away. The piece of jewelry inside was beautiful, completely stunning, and spoke so much to his aesthetic of art. Eyes wide, she looked up at Steve in genuine shock.
"Steve," she breathed, shaking her head slightly. "This is-- It's beautiful." The breathy tone of her voice matched the flutter in her heart at such a wonderful gift. "And it's perfect for tonight."
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He leaned forward and placed a kiss beside the strap of her dress, by her neck. "I was-- really nervous. You don't really wear jewelry - which is fine!" he rushed out. "I just didn't want to get you something that you might never wear. So-- anyway. I'm glad you like it. Let me put it on you?"
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She did like green, he wasn't wrong about that, and she didn't often wear jewelry. In her previous life she had, but here... It had seemed silly to buy it for herself, little things like that mattering far less than they once had. This, though -- this was a gift from someone who loved her. The gift showed that affection and the thought Steve had put into it, and she absolutely adored him for it. And the necklace really was stunning.
"Please do," she encouraged him, unhooking it from the box and offering the necklace to him. After he'd taken it from her, she'd set the box on the counter and lift her hair away from her neck so he'd have an easier time of working the clasp.
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In that regard, it was nice to be able to spoil her with something, something material. He showered her with affection and attention, but that almost seemed trivial to him, as it was natural for him to act like that with someone he loved. But giving a gift, something real and permanent and with beauty to highlight Rogue's own, to have her wear something that he'd personally picked out with her in mind...
Well. It wasn't a gold ring, by any means. But it was a start.
Reaching out, Steve carefully accepted the necklace, holding it with both hands so the delicate silver feathers wouldn't get tangled with the other strands. Laying it gently against her throat, he moved around behind her to see the clasp in order to hook it. Once that was done, he leaned in and placed a kiss at the nape of her neck, where all of that gorgeous hair usually hid the delicate skin. He slid his finger under the row of emeralds, down under the feather strands, ostensibly to help settle them in place better; really it was an excuse to touch Rogue, which he would never get enough of.
"Gorgeous," he murmured, not meaning the necklace at all.
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Turning to look up at him with eyes full of affection, she leaned up high to press a kiss to cheek. "I love you," she murmured to him before pressing another kiss to those perfect, soft lips. She would never get enough of saying that to him, either, and it would never not be true.
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He's still not entirely on-board with the whole party idea, more because his teammates/friends were all crazy, but the closer the time came, the more excited he got about it, too. He never thought of Rogue as a possession, or as anything besides her own brilliant, amazing person; but the idea of arriving at the party with her on his arm, being associated with her... yes, even having his friends meet her and being impressed that he'd managed to find and hold on to a gal like her... well. It did have a large appeal to the scrawny kid from Brooklyn still inside him, who was perpetually surprised any time something good happened to him.
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There was talk that it might even snow that night.
"Then we'd better go," she declared a bit mischievously before wrapping her free hand gently around his tie to anchor herself as she leaned in to plant another quick kiss on his lips. It was over in a second, followed promptly by her turning to practically dance out of the room, there was such a bounce in her high heeled step.
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He and Rogue were the last to arrive, and although that wasn't precisely what Steve had meant to happen, it was nice having everyone already there to see them show up together. He was a little perturbed and a lot exasperated when Natasha had zoomed over at once to steal Rogue's attention, once introductions were out of the way, leaving Steve to fend off manly back pats from Tony. Thankfully, Pepper distracted him and Steve was able to move away, getting a drink and mingling with his friends more sociably.
He kept an eye on Rogue throughout the night - how could he not just watch her, of course, but also watching for any sort of social fatigue. They drifted together and then parted throughout the night, drawn into different conversations, but always gravitating back to each other. It was... nice. Pleasant. Comfortable. It was everything Steve wanted, and he still couldn't believe he had it.
The party drew to a natural close around midnight, and as they left the tower, small flurries of snow were indeed swirling around. Steve had mixed feelings about snow, but right now it was perfect, adding a dreamlike quality to the streets, and the night in general.
They'd taken a taxi to the party, so went home the same way, and it was almost 1 am before they arrived back. Not having to worry about looking at all presentable now, Steve shook his head once they were back in the apartment, before scrubbing at his hair to get rid of the rapidly melting snow. It was pretty while it was outside, but he really didn't like the cold, now.
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By the time the party ended, she was feeling the strain from being social for so many hours, but the sight of the gently falling snow brightened her up considerably. She loved snow, had always been fascinated with how it softened the world and made everything a little more beautiful. The cold that came with snow, however, was not as beloved, and she joined Steve in shaking out her hair and shedding her coat, shivering slightly at the chill in the apartment.
"I think I'll turn up the heat a little," she decided, moving toward the thermostat in the living room.
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This is gonna be a bad night, he couldn't help thinking - and immediately tried to shake the thought out of his head. It was Christmas Eve, technically Christmas morning now, and he refused to let ghosts and paranoia ruin his first Christmas with Rogue. They intruded so often still anyway, he wouldn't let them take hold now. Even if it meant not sleeping the rest of the night, he was going to make this Christmas count with Rogue, for all the right reasons. Nightmares wouldn't happen tonight, for him.
It was Christmas now, he realized. Moving over to Rogue, he wrapped his arms around her from behind, pressing a kiss to her neck before resting his cheek against her hair. "So, we never decided. Are we waiting until morning-morning to give gifts... or are we doing it now, since it's after midnight, and so technically Christmas."
Yes, he was very much a little kid at heart, and wanted presents now. Really, he just wanted to see Rogue open hers.
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She leaned back into his broad chest, resting her hands on those strong arms that were wrapped around her, and sighed contentedly. The night had been wonderful so far, and while part of her wanted to be traditional and save the presents for the morning, she thought that perhaps it might help take Steve's mind off those demons for a little while.
"Let's do it now," she decided softly, her gaze moving to those windows that showed the dark snowy night. "Why don't you make us some hot chocolate first, though? I know I sure could use it."
And it would give her the opportunity to close up all the blinds and curtains throughout the apartment, and turn on the strings of lights she'd strung in each room. Small white lights along the bookshelves and the headboard of the bed, multi-colored strands on the tree, and golden stars lit from within in the kitchen. Christmas wasn't the easiest time for her, with all the memories of holidays spent with her chosen family at the mansion and that perfect Christmas with Remy in New Orleans, so she'd done her best to create new precious memories with Steve. She'd done everything she could to make the apartment look festive (in a tasteful way, of course), and she'd baked up a storm the whole month of December; if Steve didn't have an amazing metabolism, he'd have gained ten pounds from all the goodies she'd made for him.
Which reminded her. "And maybe some of those gingerbread cookies too." She'd frosted them to look like each of the Avengers in their uniforms.
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"These cookies are so true-to-life, I'm almost afraid to eat them," he joked. "They look like some kind of edible voodoo dolls." He put several on a plate anyway, then got a small saucepan out to start heating up some milk. He grabbed one and began nibbling off the Hulk's green foot - the fact that she'd made a small batch with added green food coloring just for the Hulk cookies was insane, and one of the reasons he adored her.
Still stirring the milk, Steve habitually glanced over his shoulder toward the window to check the progress of frost - only to see that Rogue had already pulled the blinds shut. He took an unsteady breath and turned quickly back to stare at the milk, which was just starting to form bubbles. Rogue hated having the curtains drawn, even at night. She liked being able to look out at the city and see all the lights that never faded, never went out. He knew she'd closed them for him, and... She knew him so well, and really, what the hell was he waiting for, a hand-written invitation? Just ask her to move in already!
The milk started boiling in earnest, and Steve lowered the heat slightly and started adding the cocoa and vanilla.
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After plugging in the last of the lights in the bedroom, she grabbed the big fluffy blanket she'd stashed in the bedroom closet a few days earlier and returned to the living room to the delicious scent of vanilla and chocolate. The blanket was left on the couch so she could wander into the kitchen, lean against the counter to peer at his progress, and grab an Iron Man cookie from the plate. Said cookie's head was promptly bitten off with enthusiam.
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He started laughing at her antics. "What did Iron Man ever do to you?" The hot cocoa was poured into both mugs, and he added a dash of cinnamon on top to each one, before holding hers out. "Here, you savage," he teased, waiting until she accepted the mug before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to her mouth.
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"Tony let loose one too many quips tonight," she informed Steve matter-of-factly as she, her hot chocolate, and the headless cookie headed back into the living room. "He had it coming."
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"In that case, I appreciate that you only bit off the head of his effigy. You wouldn't believe the paperwork involved when one of us gets injured." He said it glibly, and only afterward realized how it would sound to Rogue, and quickly backtracked. "Which, thankfully doesn't happen that often. Tony and Natasha tend to get dinged more than the rest of us, which is amazing considering Tony wears a metal suit of armor." He privately believed it was a combination of Tony thinking the suit would hold up to more than it really could, and the fact that Tony seemed to go through life believing that he himself was invincible. But that was a different conversation, and really not what he wanted to be talking about, with Rogue, on Christmas.
Not...that he had any idea how to bring up the conversation he really did want to have with Rogue. So he pushed it to the back of his mind again, to simmer until later. Right now they had presents to open.
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But that wasn't what she wanted to talk about on Christmas either, so she set her mug on the coffee table and grabbed the blanket from the couch before settling on the floor next to the tree. Their presents to each other were nestled under the pine branches, the wrapping paper and bows now dotted with fragrant needles that had fallen over the past few days. "Sit with me?" she asked, smiling up at him before holding the cookie between her teeth so she could drape the large blanket around her shoulders. There was plenty left for him to fit under as well.
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"Sure you do, sugar," she answered skeptically after chewing a bite of cookie. Shaking her head, she added a muttered but amused, "Incorrigible," before eyeing the presents under the tree.
"Do you want to go first?" If he wanted her to go first, she would and that would be perfectly fine, of course. But she was certainly eager to see him open the packages carefully wrapped in blue paper with white stars and large red ribbon bows. (Yes, she'd done it on purpose.) There was one large box that would fill his lap, another that was slightly smaller and thinner, and one that was the size of a book.
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It wasn't that he wanted her to cry, or ever set out with the intention of making her cry; he just had a tendency to get her thoughtful gifts she'd appreciate, which inevitably led to said crying. He didn't like to see her cry, but perversely, if she did, it meant that he'd done something that touched her, and that's what he wanted. In an odd sort of way, if she ever stopped crying, he'd be worried he was losing her, because it meant she didn't care anymore.
This time however, he'd gone and done something that might genuinely upset her. He hoped she liked it, he'd spent a lot of time racking his brain trying to come up with an idea. And then how to implement said idea once he had it, where Rogue couldn't see it, since she was in his apartment so much. Thankfully she mostly left his studio alone, so he'd been able to stash the painting in the closet. He would've known if she'd seen it - she wouldn't have been able to hide her reaction, even hours after the fact.
Now, it rested propped against the wall beside the tree, a large, fairly thin package, and if one knew what they were looking at, obviously a 16" x 20" canvas, wrapped up in shimmery green paper with faint silver filigree, and a gold ribbon and bow affixed in one corner.
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"Start with this one," she told him, picking up the smallest box and placing it in his lap. Underneath all the paper and gift box he would find two things: an all-weather notebook with weatherproof pages, and a space pen that was able to write in practically any condition found on earth.
She fidgeting for a moment after handing him the box, hoping that he liked the gifts and didn't think they were too simple or generic, and finally she reached over to the table to grab her mug of hot chocolate now so she could have something to do with her hands. (And it smelled far too delicious to resist drinking it any longer.)
Everything was so beautifully wrapped, it had made the apartment all the more enchanting in the days leading up to Christmas. It seemed such a shame to destroy the works of art, but that was part of the tradition, wasn't it?
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Once he was inside the box, Steve pulled out a bright yellow notebook, and a rounded black pen, which looked very snazzy. He chuckled. "Okay, this is fantastic. Is it - not that I wouldn't love it even if it is just a regular old notebook and pen..." He fiddled with the pen a little and discovered that the clip was actually detachable, which was even neater, "but I feel like I'm missing something." He pointed at the cover. "Is it really all weather?" It did say 'Rite in the Rain' which he assumed was an intentional misspelling, meaning it could indeed get wet and be alright. Which, if that was the case... Wow. It was simple, and useful, and he loved it. He kind of wanted to hug the items to his chest, which was a little ridiculous.
When Steve had been twelve, his mother had given him a brand new box of 10 colored pencils. She must have saved for ages for it, because they'd never been very well-off to begin with, and the Depression had struck just the year before, and nobody could afford anything anymore. He'd been so careful with those pencils, but of course he couldn't not use them. He'd worn them down to the nubs, and when he finally couldn't sharpen them anymore, he'd put them all back in the box and left them in the cubby shelf of his room, and never forgot how much his mother loved him, and did for him. This wasn't exactly the same, of course, but it felt like it. How many other people would think to get him something simple like this - most people would dismiss it as 'lame' or 'not personal enough.' But it was incredibly personal, because it meant Rogue understood him, and his tendency to write and draw whenever the mood struck him. She understood that he didn't need big, flashy or expensive presents to make him happy.
He leaned over and gave her a soft kiss. "Thank you." His voice was huskier than he expected, and he cleared his throat a little self-consciously.
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She took a sip of her drink before reaching forward to grab another present, the biggest box this time. Inside, he would find three books on the early years of Walt Disney's legacy. She knew how fascinated he was with the man and the art that he'd created, and they were still working their way through the body of work that the creative genius had left behind and inspired. Hopefully the books would give him insight on the creation of those animated masterpieces, and perhaps they would inspire Steve's own art. There might be some complaining whenever he left his supplies all over the apartment, but Rogue really did support his artist endeavors, and she'd love to see him realize those old dreams of actually doing something to get his work out to the public. He deserved to have every dream come true.
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