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Steve Rogers ([personal profile] on_ur_left) wrote in [community profile] rogue_america2016-12-16 09:22 pm
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First Christmas

Glancing back to make sure Rogue was still in the bathroom around the corner, Steve stopped fiddling with his tie, and went over to his closet. Keeping one ear trained on the quiet sounds of Rogue moving around, he ducked down and pulled out his portfolio bag. Along with the shield he always stored in there, underneath the shield was a wide, fairly flat box that he pulled out. He flipped the lid open to make sure nothing was tangled, reaching out with a finger to delicately rearrange a few pieces, before snapping the lid shut.

Taking a deep breath, he repeated to himself that he could do this. Giving a gift had never been so nerve-wracking, honestly; he hoped Rogue liked it. She'd probably accuse him of spoiling her, especially once he explained that this wasn't his actual Christmas gift to her. But he'd seen it in the window of a little indie clothing store a few blocks away, and had immediately known it would look stunning on Rogue.

Right. Okay. Time to do this. Straightening up and shoving the bag back in the closet with one foot, he passed a hand over his suit and slacks to get rid of any wrinkles from crouching, before moving toward the bathroom.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2016-12-17 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
A Christmas party. It was the first she'd been to in a very long time, and that made it both exciting and nerve-wracking, because she wanted to make a good impression of all of Steve's colleagues. She'd met most of them by now, but she hadn't spent too much time with any of them, thanks to Steve running interference. If she hadn't insisted on attending that evening's party, he might have continued to do so. But this was Christmas, and she wanted to celebrate with him in every way she could.

Plus, he looked amazing in a suit.

She'd spent all week searching for something to wear to the party, finally deciding on a red dress, the cheery color perfect for the festive season. (She'd looked for a green one initially, but she remembered that she'd worn a red dress for their first real date, so it seemed a bit more fitting.) She kept her makeup simple, going for a glowing natural look rather than caking on a lot of color -- a bit of golden shimmer to her eyes, highlight to her cheeks. It was her arm that received the most makeup, actually, with a healthy layer of concealer and foundation blended over the top of her tattoo so she didn't have to wear gloves that evening.

Smoothing a hand over the big, loose curls she'd just finished creating, the striped locks falling around her shoulders, she smiled as she caught sight of Steve in the mirror. "Well, well, don't you clean up nice," she teased him, her drawl thickening with the effect he was having on her. "I'll have to beat the ladies off with a stick tonight."
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2016-12-17 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
She loved that look of embarrassment on him almost as much as the way he looked at her in those moments. Like he couldn't believe she was really standing there. They were both still adjusting to the idea of having each other, even after all the months they'd been together -- she had a feeling that it would be years before it really settled in. Even then, she knew she'd never stop being amazed by him, and by how lucky she was to have met him.

That nervousness had her nervous too all of a sudden, and she opened her mouth to protest a little when he mentioned a gift, but then... All she could do was reach out to accept the box, running her fingertips over it as she battled with her own nerves. Why she was nervous was a mystery, though it possibly had to do with not wanting to give him the wrong impression with her reaction to the gift.

Taking a deep breath, she carefully lifted the lid and promptly had that breath stolen away. The piece of jewelry inside was beautiful, completely stunning, and spoke so much to his aesthetic of art. Eyes wide, she looked up at Steve in genuine shock.

"Steve," she breathed, shaking her head slightly. "This is-- It's beautiful." The breathy tone of her voice matched the flutter in her heart at such a wonderful gift. "And it's perfect for tonight."
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2016-12-17 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
Lord, the things he did to her with that smile.

She did like green, he wasn't wrong about that, and she didn't often wear jewelry. In her previous life she had, but here... It had seemed silly to buy it for herself, little things like that mattering far less than they once had. This, though -- this was a gift from someone who loved her. The gift showed that affection and the thought Steve had put into it, and she absolutely adored him for it. And the necklace really was stunning.

"Please do," she encouraged him, unhooking it from the box and offering the necklace to him. After he'd taken it from her, she'd set the box on the counter and lift her hair away from her neck so he'd have an easier time of working the clasp.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-02 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
Rogue would never get enough of him touching her, looking at her like that. It was amazing, the things that he could do to her with the slightest bit of effort. And when he did make an effort-- There was no fighting it. Not that she ever wanted to.

Turning to look up at him with eyes full of affection, she leaned up high to press a kiss to cheek. "I love you," she murmured to him before pressing another kiss to those perfect, soft lips. She would never get enough of saying that to him, either, and it would never not be true.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
She couldn't stop the giggles that rose up at his protests, because he was completely right. If they did start something, they'd be at it all evening, and as lovely as that prospect was, she'd been looking forward to this party all week. Steve had told her about his teammates and she'd met a few of them, but now they would all be together in a much more relaxed situation than usual. She was still a bit nervous though, hoping that they liked her and thought the best of her as Steve's girlfriend, but she was trying not to concentrate on those feelings and focus on the excitement of spending their first Christmas together.

There was talk that it might even snow that night.

"Then we'd better go," she declared a bit mischievously before wrapping her free hand gently around his tie to anchor herself as she leaned in to plant another quick kiss on his lips. It was over in a second, followed promptly by her turning to practically dance out of the room, there was such a bounce in her high heeled step.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
It was one of the best nights Rogue had ever experienced, in this world or any other. Steve's friends and their significant others were absolutely lovely, completely welcoming her into the circle and drawing her in with their stories of daily life mixed with Avengering. For anyone else, transitioning from a story of arguing with a self-checkout to one of tracking down a criminal mastermind would have seemed completely surreal, but Rogue's life had never been anything resembling ordinary, and none of it took her by surprise.

By the time the party ended, she was feeling the strain from being social for so many hours, but the sight of the gently falling snow brightened her up considerably. She loved snow, had always been fascinated with how it softened the world and made everything a little more beautiful. The cold that came with snow, however, was not as beloved, and she joined Steve in shaking out her hair and shedding her coat, shivering slightly at the chill in the apartment.

"I think I'll turn up the heat a little," she decided, moving toward the thermostat in the living room.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't hard to put together the pieces of just why Steve suddenly looked so relieved. She knew that certain things bothered him far more than he ever let on, and that anything to do with ice and cold were on that list from the fact that he'd been frozen for so many decades. It didn't matter who you were, that wasn't something that was so easily moved past. They both had their demons, and she accepted his as he did hers.

She leaned back into his broad chest, resting her hands on those strong arms that were wrapped around her, and sighed contentedly. The night had been wonderful so far, and while part of her wanted to be traditional and save the presents for the morning, she thought that perhaps it might help take Steve's mind off those demons for a little while.

"Let's do it now," she decided softly, her gaze moving to those windows that showed the dark snowy night. "Why don't you make us some hot chocolate first, though? I know I sure could use it."

And it would give her the opportunity to close up all the blinds and curtains throughout the apartment, and turn on the strings of lights she'd strung in each room. Small white lights along the bookshelves and the headboard of the bed, multi-colored strands on the tree, and golden stars lit from within in the kitchen. Christmas wasn't the easiest time for her, with all the memories of holidays spent with her chosen family at the mansion and that perfect Christmas with Remy in New Orleans, so she'd done her best to create new precious memories with Steve. She'd done everything she could to make the apartment look festive (in a tasteful way, of course), and she'd baked up a storm the whole month of December; if Steve didn't have an amazing metabolism, he'd have gained ten pounds from all the goodies she'd made for him.

Which reminded her. "And maybe some of those gingerbread cookies too." She'd frosted them to look like each of the Avengers in their uniforms.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
It was true that she hated not being able to see the signs of life outside those windows, that even at night she would stare out at the lights and remind herself that this world was still alive and that it was all real and not simply the most perfect dream she'd ever had. But that was part of why she'd put up those light strings in the first place, and why she intended to keep many of them up throughout the winter months -- if they kept them on at night, then perhaps her mind would be satisfied with the star-like light and not bring her nightmares out. There was nothing to be done for those signs of cold, though, and so she would make this tiny sacrifice for him without even a shred of regret.

After plugging in the last of the lights in the bedroom, she grabbed the big fluffy blanket she'd stashed in the bedroom closet a few days earlier and returned to the living room to the delicious scent of vanilla and chocolate. The blanket was left on the couch so she could wander into the kitchen, lean against the counter to peer at his progress, and grab an Iron Man cookie from the plate. Said cookie's head was promptly bitten off with enthusiam.
Edited 2017-01-05 07:02 (UTC)
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
Even after all these months, it was rare for her to actually enjoy eating something as much as she had that night. It was likely a combination of a happy atmosphere and genuinely good food that had allowed this happy occasion, and she found herself chewing the gingerbread with a smile. Steve's teasing about her choice of which cookie piece to bite first had her grinning, and she was full on giggling into his kiss after that playful name-calling.

"Tony let loose one too many quips tonight," she informed Steve matter-of-factly as she, her hot chocolate, and the headless cookie headed back into the living room. "He had it coming."
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
It was nice that Steve made the effort to amend his statement, trying to turn it into a reasonable joke instead of one that would send her into a flurry of worry over the next time he would be called away. Not that she didn't already worry like crazy every time he went out on a mission -- no matter what he said, she knew that even the most indestructible people could fall.

But that wasn't what she wanted to talk about on Christmas either, so she set her mug on the coffee table and grabbed the blanket from the couch before settling on the floor next to the tree. Their presents to each other were nestled under the pine branches, the wrapping paper and bows now dotted with fragrant needles that had fallen over the past few days. "Sit with me?" she asked, smiling up at him before holding the cookie between her teeth so she could drape the large blanket around her shoulders. There was plenty left for him to fit under as well.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-05 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Rogue gave Steve a very suspicious look when he moved in close under the blanket, especially when he tried that innocent act on her. She'd seen it dozens of times before, and rarely was he ever that innocent. The man was a troublemaker through and through, he was just adorable while he caused said trouble.

"Sure you do, sugar," she answered skeptically after chewing a bite of cookie. Shaking her head, she added a muttered but amused, "Incorrigible," before eyeing the presents under the tree.

"Do you want to go first?" If he wanted her to go first, she would and that would be perfectly fine, of course. But she was certainly eager to see him open the packages carefully wrapped in blue paper with white stars and large red ribbon bows. (Yes, she'd done it on purpose.) There was one large box that would fill his lap, another that was slightly smaller and thinner, and one that was the size of a book.
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-06 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
He was afraid she was going to cry at his gift? Oh lord, what perfect thing had he gone and done now? It seemed like every time Steve did something sweet and heartfelt, she ended up bawling her eyes out because of how amazing he was. The realization of just how much she loved him would slam into her and she would simply lose all control of her emotions. So if something like that was going to happen now...

"Start with this one," she told him, picking up the smallest box and placing it in his lap. Underneath all the paper and gift box he would find two things: an all-weather notebook with weatherproof pages, and a space pen that was able to write in practically any condition found on earth.

She fidgeting for a moment after handing him the box, hoping that he liked the gifts and didn't think they were too simple or generic, and finally she reached over to the table to grab her mug of hot chocolate now so she could have something to do with her hands. (And it smelled far too delicious to resist drinking it any longer.)

Everything was so beautifully wrapped, it had made the apartment all the more enchanting in the days leading up to Christmas. It seemed such a shame to destroy the works of art, but that was part of the tradition, wasn't it?
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[personal profile] theycalledmeacurse 2017-01-06 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Freeing one hand from her mug, she cupped his cheek and savored that kiss. Those husky words warmed her heart more than anything else could, and set her forehead against his for a moment. "You're very welcome, sugar." Leaning back, she tapped the pen with a finger. "You'll have to try it out later," she said encouragingly. "It can write in all sorts of places without any problems. In planes, underwater... This way, you can doodle whenever, wherever you end up in your adventures."

She took a sip of her drink before reaching forward to grab another present, the biggest box this time. Inside, he would find three books on the early years of Walt Disney's legacy. She knew how fascinated he was with the man and the art that he'd created, and they were still working their way through the body of work that the creative genius had left behind and inspired. Hopefully the books would give him insight on the creation of those animated masterpieces, and perhaps they would inspire Steve's own art. There might be some complaining whenever he left his supplies all over the apartment, but Rogue really did support his artist endeavors, and she'd love to see him realize those old dreams of actually doing something to get his work out to the public. He deserved to have every dream come true.

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